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Exam is over! Finally! 

Yes, that's why I've been missing out on covering some of the most exciting K-Pop releases in a while. My admission exam is done, and now I can finally get back to K-Pop and writing and everything else I love. I already have so many posts planned, but first off: 2PM comeback! The ultimate sexy idols (sorry SISTAR, I love you too) are finally back, and yes, it's Jun.K's composed song! I have been waiting for this for months, ever since All Day I Think About You, which was a really good song-- it was disappointing it and the whole fantastic Grown album didn't get the deserved love and attention. Hopefully Go Crazy fares better. 

And so, here it is:

A great way to come back to K-Pop after my study hiatus~

I'll be back to posting soon, and I'll be cleaning up the blog as well. 

Well, that's it for now. S2

More Thoughts on YG's WIN Show

Just finished the second-to-last episode, the one before the finale that’s going to be broadcasted live. If there ever was a time to go On and On, it’s now. (whoo, VIXX reference!)

Watching this last episode has just reinforced my belief that YG is going to debut all 11 of them. Now I’m also quite certain he is going to debut all 11 of them in one group, rather than two separate ones. Seriously, if he doesn’t, I’ll be extremely shocked and disappointed– letting one team go will be a total waste, and YG ain’t stupid. If one of the teams don’t debut, I’ll… I’ll change the avatar of every account I have on every site I’m on to this derp face of Hoya.

Seriously, every where I go, I’ll be known as the chick with that picture of Hoya looking ugly. Because, people? Hoya is fucking gorgeous. He’s gorgeous like Cadbury eggs. And by that I mean he’s yummy in so many different layers. And just really, really yummy.

Okay, going back on topic. Why, do you ask, am I now so sure all 11 will debut? Firstly, I was always rather certain YG’d do that. YG’s a businessman, he’s not gonna throw away assets, and he’s not gonna leave the future of his company up to some teenage girls with phones. Viewers are emotionally attached to both teams, and it’d be stupid of him to throw that away. Also, if he was going to debut only one team, which fool would put Seungyoon and B.I. on two different teams? B.I. is YG’s next gold (and diamonds) boy. And screw you if you don’t love Kang Seungyoon.

Also, this last episode is just gearing us up for an 11-member group. Up till now, the teams have been kept pretty separate on the show. You think it’s a coincidence, eleven of them all getting together on the last episode, and talking about how much they love each other and how they want to debut as 11? It’s not a coincidence. It’s YG showing us that they’re all cool with each other, and that when they debut together they love each other. Because this is the sort of stuff fangirls love (myself included).

Now that I’ve watched about 8 episodes (I skipped one, sorry) I guess I know the boys better. Actually, rather than the episodes, if you really want to know them, you’re better off watching the extra cuts. Onewomansubs, everyone’s favourite subber, has a list of all the extra cuts compiled. My favourites are the chicken fight, Team B’s Quiz battle and, of course, Seungyoon’s cuts.

Anyway, here’s pretty much what I got so far:

• Jinwoo laughs in a way that reminds me of Sungyeol, and he’s not so passive as you’re sometimes led to believe

• Minho? He’s super cool, funny and awesome. He’ll win over a lot of hearts, male and female

• Seungyoon is freaking adorable. No comparison

• I love Seunghoon’s talking voice

• Taehyun’s got a lot of fans for a reason, he’s not as self-centered or diva-like, they play that up for the drama

• B.I is actually really funny, and when he yells out ‘Hanbin!’ it kills me every time

• Jinhwan, I just really, really like you. He’s just super-sweet, you can easily tell

• Bobby is a bucket of sunshine, just all on the surface

• Joonhwe is so intense

• Yoonhyung is a hidden variety star, we need to get that kid more screentime

• Donghyuk is perfect, loving, golden maknae (who actually grills everyone’s meat! Seungri, are you watching?)

• NamSong (Taehyun and Minho) and BobB.I (Bobby and B.I.) are going to be very strong ships in the future, especially NamSong. I’ll just be happy when we get my Seungyoon in a good ship (people, ships are directly proportional to individual popularity. It’s not coincidental that popular members usually get shipped together)

• I have the weirdest personal crack ship of Seungri-Jinwoo. Don’t ask, people. I don’t even know why. Freaking hell, I’m even writing a continuing fanfiction.

And that’s all I got now. Now off to go and do weird things online that I can never share with anyone who knows me in real life.

Ha, Let me talk about my

B2ST shoutout. Love those boys too much.

Just some updates. If anyone cares. No? Okay.

First off, in my non-internet life, I got my GCE results. For math, anyway-- that's the only subject I finished this June. I got an A. Happy right? No, because I was one mark away from an A*. One fucking mark. I hate life. Or fate or destiny or whatever the hell it is that made me almost make my parents super-happy and boastful, but now they're just... normal-happy and somewhat-proud. (My family's, like, typical Asian if you don't know). So yeah, destiny, you suck and I hate you.


Okay, now that I've got my INFINITE shoutout out of the way, I can talk about my writing. I've recently gotten some of my writing passion back, but I'm sorry, it's not for my Wattpad story, but rather my novel. It's gone through a major rewrite, pretty much rendering all the story and characters I built for three years useless, but it's definitely for the best.

Speaking of my Wattpad account, I'm really, really sorry to say that I'll be going on a hiatus. A temporary one, I hope, but I can't really say for now. Followers, I really do want to thank you so, so much for sticking with my and my occasionally shitty writing-- I do love you all. But I sat down at my word document one day and couldn't get anything good out. Now that I've set daily goals for my novel I really do need to work on it, and it really does eat into my time, what with my blogging and all too. Whether or not I actually accomplish my daily goal is not important.
I love you guys, and I hope you don't hate me too much. I didn't leave you in too bad a place, did I? I'm sorry.

I'm actually going to be starting up two new blogs. One is for this once-buried project of mine, a fusion of music and drawing, which I've recently rediscovered. Another is actually for... dun dun dun... fanfiction. People, I have only ever written one fanfiction, about Mukuro and Byakuran of the manga/anime Katekyo Hitman Reborn. It wasn't really the greatest. I have no fucking idea why I suddenly feel like writing more fanfiction, but I do, and I don't want to do it in this pure, innocent blog.
That's right ;)
Also, the only fanfiction I've ever written was about characters, while these new ones will be about... K-Pop-- what the hell is wrong with me? I told myself writing fanfics about real people was fucking weird and that I'd never do it, so why am I suddenly interested now? Well, just goes to show, you really can never predict the future.
Oh, the name for this K-Pop fanfiction blog is currently undecided, so if you have a good idea, please don't hesitate to drop a comment :)

That's all the updates for now. Thanks for reading, and thanks for sticking with me. S2

I am so happy

Hey y'all. Been a while, so I just decided to give a little status update.

Hope everyone's enjoying their holidays. New Year's Resolutions? Got any? No? Good.

First exam's on the 7th, last one's on the 23rd. So I'll be starting writing from the 24th. I hope you'll all be there when I start putting up new chapters :)

Noticed I got a couple of views on my Super Junior and U-KISS picture post, so I'm now here to introduce you to BigBang. And no, no matter what my sister says, they are not K-Pop; they don't do pop, but RnB or something like that. So, enjoy the man who was voted the sexiest Korean idol (Yes, he beat Siwon from Super Junior, who came in second), T.O.P (you can just call him TOP or Tabi actually).

(Was gonna upload pics, but my mom's seriously pissed. So just google image 'Big bang top'. You will not be disappointed. And while you're at it, check out 'big bang seungri' and 'big bang g dragon' too)

And I'm so happy for all the views and comments! Love y'all! <3 br="br">

Stuck with Him: Oh, What a Ride it was

If you’re here, chances are you’ve just come from finishing Stuck with Him. First things first: I love you. I love everyone– not only those who actually cared enough to come and read my rambling, but anybody who voted, commented, or even read the story. All my fans, all my readers– you guys are my Wattpad soul. I would never have finished this story if it weren’t for you all. I thank everyone.

The title pretty sums up my whole Stuck with Him experience. When I started the story, I felt nothing about it but an attraction to that smexy guy’s picture I’d found while looking for pictures for Keith, Anne’s older brother from Hiding a super hot, pervert guy on the run in my room (okay, that was a long title. Not writing that huge name again). I didn’t really find one that fit him perfectly, but the picture I did get was awesome and I thought it would be a shame if he didn’t get his own story.

Thus started Stuck with Him, or as it was first known, I have to share a room with this hot, stuck-up jerk? FML (don’t judge me. We couldn’t write story descriptions back then, okay? You basically had to fit the description in the title). I decided that instead of writing a guy who fit my own fantasies, I’d write one who didn’t. I also went for a complete opposite of the cute, girly Anne, in the strong, feisty Claire.

I have to say, I was completely stunned with the reception it got. When I posted the first chapter, Hiding a super hot, pervert guy on the run in my room was sitting at #3 on What’s Hot, so I did expect a good reading for I have to share a room with this hot, stuck-up jerk? FML’s first chapter. But I most definitely didn’t expect #1 after the first chapter. I was ecstatic, I really was. I was just glad people liked it, and not only Hiding a super hot, pervert guy on the run in my room, as it meant they might like my writing in itself.

Well, a lot of stuff happened during Stuck with Him’s life. The main one would have to be my one year hiatus. When I stopped writing then, I really thought I wouldn’t write for Wattpad ever again. It just seemed like a huge task on my weekly to-do list, and it didn’t really… satisfy me. I think what really stopped me was the starting of my own novel. I got so wrapped up in it, I couldn’t bear to write anything else.

But I am a lazy git. It’s been one and a half years, and I have written four pages. Yay me. Well, I did write more than one hundred pages in total (and about another hundred in a very rough draft that reads like an eleven-year-old’s work). I just deleted it all when I realized it was all shit. Well, not deleted– it’s still there. I like to read it and think about how far I’ve come. It feeds my ego.

Whoa, I sidetracked so easily there. Right. Back to Stuck with Him. So I went on hiatus. I just went on my mail once in a while to clean out the inbox (because the thought of anything being completely full freaks me out. I hate it). I saw all these messages and comments, people telling me they loved my stories, and asking if I would write again. And I did feel bad, but I ignored it. Damn, I was a bitch.

And then I finally got one asking me if I was dead. That was pretty much the last stroke. I had to come back. I started on Hiding a super hot, pervert guy on the run in my room as that one had progressed further, and seemed more popular (damn, now that I write this down, I sound terrible. I am terrible). So, I finally finished it, and it was awesome. I loved writing it at the end– it was so my style, all dark and action, with an insane, obsessive character to boot. Word of caution: I love bordering-on-insane characters. They are a joy to write and read about.

Anyway, after I’d finished Hiding a super hot, pervert guy on the run in my room (so much for not writing that long name again.), I thought about quitting again, but then decided against it and started up Stuck with Him again. And I haven’t regretted it.

Mainly because in that one year hiatus I had changed so much. Before, I preferred writing Anne and Travis’s story, because I related with Anne so much more. At fourteen, I was cute and girly, shy and usually spacing out. I wanted a Travis, a guy who was hot and pervy, and could open up new things for me (no. I do not mean that in a perverted way. Get your head out of the gutter, and I’ll do the same). After the hiatus, however, I was pretty much Claire. I’m much tougher now, much bitchier, more fiery. My tastes have changed too. I always wanted a fun guy, one who’d laugh along to anything. Now, recognizing myself as someone who can be very mean, I want a guy who’ll fight back during an argument. Not someone who’ll just lie down and take it, because that would make me feel shitty afterwards. I want… an Ashley.

So now, before I bore you any further, I really have to thank some very special Wattpaders. So, here goes:

Abrocks

Who remembers Abrocks? Only me? She disappeared a little before I went on hiatus. I felt such a connection to her, as she was a McFly fan too. Her story Sharing a room with four hot, but totally different guys was super popular, so I’d expect at least some seasoned Wattpaders to remember her. Anyway, I loved her, and she inspired me to put McFly in my story too.

sheensters

Girl, I love you, and love all the comments you’ve ever written. They’re always so detailed, and leave some real opinion and thought, which I love. Your comment on chapter 36 of Stuck with Him really impacted me. Thank you.

Englishtoffee17

Abby! I love this chick, not only for her writing, but just her as well. She’s a really cool person. She’s a sports fan, like me, and just about the only cricket fan I’ve ever met over the internet. If you don’t know her (and you should), go check out her page.

Well, I hope I haven’t bored you all too much! Now, if you’re sticking with me for my writing and not my rambling, then you should definitely check out preview chapters for two new stories. Remember to vote for the one you want me to write first by commenting on this post, or the chapter post.

They are:

The sequel to Hiding a super hot, pervert guy on the run in my room, following Anne and Travis after what happened at the warehouse: That Super Hot Pervert is Mine.

And, a new story with a new girl and Ashley’s friends, Leo, Ryan and Seth, and a very hot teacher: Game, Set, Match. (Am still uncertain about this title. Suggestions welcome)

Thanks for reading, and hope you enjoy the preview chapters! Whatever happens, one thing's for sure. After this story, to me, Ashley will always be a guy's name.

Writing Thoughts: My Writing Wishlist

Hello and welcome to my first post on Writing Thoughts, just some of my own personal thoughts on writing, and how I love it and the challenges I face. A bit of a combo with my How Not to Write a Book posts, but rather on How I Write my Book.

Being a bit of a weird, ambitious person, I have a lot of goals, particularly about my writing. Some I hope to achieve, while others I basically just dream of. I am such a little girl, I love multi-coloured stuff (almost wrote shit there, before I saw what that would look like... multi-coloured shit, XD). My goals are going to be colour-coded. Here's a little key:

Things I absolutely will do is in red.
Things I hope will happen, but still have a high hope of happening, are in blue. 
And things I dream of (and I expect many of these) are in purple.


So, here goes:

Finish my damn book
It's been almost two years, and I have six pages. I keep deleting and re-writing, and it's so fucking annoying. But I will finish it. Y'know, unless I die prematurely. Hopefully that doesn't happen.

Get my damn book published
Not the self-publishing thing anybody can do, but actually have my book looked at by a real editor, and then deemed worthy of publishing. This was originally gonna be in red, but since this is more dependent on someone else and not me, it's blue.

Have someone tell me my writing's good
Well, I guess I could say I've kinda accomplished this one as I've gotten a few compliments on Wattpad, and though I've loved them, I'd really like someone from a more experienced audience to say it. Like people who've read a ton of fantasy books and still somehow liked mine.

Have a book-signing
This would be so cool. It'd mean I'd have fans, too. I mean, that's what real authors do, right? Sign books?

Get Twitter followers
On my Twitter account, that has currently one. Of course, my 'author one' would have my real name, but I'd like at least five people worldwide to actually care what I have to tweet.
(Yes. Blatant advertising. Fall prey to such easy tricks. Now)

(here come the crazies, whoo!)

Have Jennifer Armintrout say my writing's good
Maybe this is not too crazy. But this would mean a hell of a lot. Jen's awesome.

Get a movie deal
Y'know, be in the big leagues. This would also mean I got fans and readers. But this'll only matter if the next one comes true with it:

Be a part of aforementioned movie production
So that I know they don't screw anything up. They don't change my storyline, and I have to confirm every actor they hire. Yes. I am controlling like that. But I am not letting someone like Kristen Stewart play Rinna. She's supposed to be pretty, and exotic, and Kristen Stewart is neither pretty nor exotic. Never mind the bad tag she'll bring along with her. Chick's got anti-fans.

Oh, and Colin Egglesfield has to be in the movie
Because he's hot. And I've already cast him as Leo, who's based off a character in my novel. I seriously cannot imagine another guy playing him now.

Have any of the McFly boys say they like my book
They don't seem like bookworms, but hey, a girl can dream, right? Especially Tom. Not only does he seem like the biggest reader among them, but I love him the most. 

Get my book translated
I'd like people in my country to read it too, and not a lot of them know English that well. I'd also like it to be in Japanese, because...

Have Mao say he likes my book
Self-explanatory. Mao's awesome. It'd be freaking amazing if we were fans of each other. I doubt he'd as big a fan of me as I am of him, but still. Awesome.

Have George RR Martin say my writing's better than mediocre
He is an awesome writer, and for him to every say that my writing's not shitty, would mean everything. 

When I open a bank account or something, somebody looks at my name and says, "Hey, you're that writer! I read your book and liked it."
Fan! The proud side of me's taking over now. It'd mean I actually sold a couple of books, and my name's actually recognisable.



I got more. Wait, let me think of them. Well, I'll be back with them later. I never miss a chance to ramble. If you've got any writing wishes, do tell me about them. I'd really love to hear them. Blatant cry for comments

Somebody tell me I'm not crazy for wishing for these things. This is normal, right? Right?!

From the strange corners of my mind

Warning: weirdness ahead.
Due to some sensitive readers (I know you're out there), I've been forced to hold back my dirty mouth. So, every time I say puck, you know what I really mean. Y'all can handle shit, right?
Okay, so who else thinks Jake Abel and Landon Liboiron should act in a gay movie together? Hmm? Nobody? It just smacked me in the face when I cast both of them in my story, and they both play characters who are basically teased as being gay (Jake Abel is Shane, Landon Liboiron... oops, did I just give something away?). But still, wouldn't they be so cute together? Okay, I'll stop before my imagination gets the better of me.

 Look at those hot guys. Look at them.

My mouse went bust, right before I started this entry. The left click button doesn't work anymore. Now, my mouse has given me plenty of shit, enough to warrant the purchase of a new one. It's uncontrollably scrolled up and down, and the right click button has died more times than the Winchester Brothers combined. But I've still stayed true to it. And this is what you do, mouse? You betray me, by destroying the one feature of yours that still worked right?! Ironically, the scrolling wheel and the right-click button are now working perfectly. I'm using my tablet right now to navigate.
I'm thinking of cutting my hair. It's about down to my back now, but it's just been falling out so much that it's best if I cut it short. I didn't think it would pain me so much, since my hair's always tied up anyway, and I don't care much about my appearance the few times I do go out. But I don't wanna let go of my hair! It's the one part of me that's genuinely pretty!
And today my eye swelled up so badly I looked like I'd been punched. I could hardly see through it. Fortunately it reduced naturally during the day, and we're pretty sure it was brought on by some coconut I ate last night. Hmm, new info about me: I'm allergic to coconut. There goes my last Bounty bar.
And if you survived that boatload of weirdness and unnecessary information (especially the first part... I apologise), then I leave you with a line I said a few days ago: Neal Caffrey is as gorgeous as puck.

To get more attention to this blog, I will continue to post pictures of hot guys.

That's all for this post. Check out the newer one, where I explain some things about Hearts Attached, and hopefully clear up confusions on the characters.