Let me preface this by saying that
the teasers of this really got me hyped, and let me tell you, TS released a lot
of them. My Baby feels exploded for this release, and I was on when it was
released real time (12:00 am KST, today!).
This song did not disappoint. The
song itself is perfection. And coupled with the MV? Wow.
The MV starts off with Yongguk running
in a vast wasteland. Here’s a shot:
Be warned. There will be a lot of snapshots. Also, I got really emotional, and so there's a bit of swearing too. Sorry.
And then we switch to
super-handsome Daehyun in a wonderful library-like room. It’s obviously a place
filled with memories, as we see a brief flashback of his girl sitting by the
dollhouse present:
Look at that blatant promotion of MelOn. Look at it. |
Daehyun looks at one of those
old-fashioned reel projectors, and then we see Himchan in the same place:
Here’s a little warning for you:
Himchan is unbearably amazing in this MV. I hope he gets acting opportunities
because of this, because he deserves them. He turns on the projector, and home
videos of him and his girl start playing, and he flashes this:
Good God. |
The acoustic guitar starts up, and
Daehyun sings a beautiful first line (I have suppressed my urge to screencap
him) and then:
Maknae-line dance break! These
boys are freaking awesome.
And then we get a pretty snap of
Youngjae, proven #1 bias-list killer:
Love his coat |
Wha, I love this move! I hope they
always do it on the music programs:
Youngjae starts singing (his voice
is perfect) and we see more clearly that he’s in a maze of mirrors, chasing
after his girl. He emotes really well in this MV; they all do.
Jongup’s part starts, and he’s
standing in front of a cracked wall craved with angel wings.
Yes, he is crying. I’m getting only two things from this scene. First:
Jongup can produce fake tears! Awesome. Second: let me find this chick and
punch her in her pretty, pretty face. You don’t mess with the Moon Angel.
It seems Daehyun is in the library
of memories, because he looks at this little horse toy-set:
And we’re treated to a memory of
Zelo visiting a merry-go-round with his girl:
Okay, it is physically impossible
to go through the MV without drooling, gasping or fainting at that moment. And
this one:
Aww Zelo’s so tall even with her
big heels he has to bend so low to hug her.
And did I mention I’m really not liking this girl?
And then Daehyun’s famous,
beautiful line:
Chorus starts up, love it, of
course. They’re dancing in the same place maknae line was, and there seems to
be this rather inappropriate hip-thrust movement introduced by INFINITE’s Paradise (off-topic: Hoya is fucking sexy in that. Watch
him in the black, with the cap)
Okay. That jolted me back.
And then there’s this awesome part
after the chorus, which I cannot screencap as everyone always has derp face.
We go back to Yongguk to see him
doing this:
He and Zelo rap two lines, and
then Yongguk’s rap part starts. I really like it. I’m usually not for rap (I
much prefer singing) but this was really good. His voice is all deep and sad
and it’s all just really striking.
Zelo, meanwhile, has gone back to
the scene of his happy memory, the merry-go-round, but when he tries to start
it up again it goes bust. He starts rapping right after, and I actually have to
say I like Yongguk’s part better, which doesn’t happen often.
Pre-chorus, and Yongguk’s getting
all frustrated, still digging (hmm… that sounded a little perverted). His
acting’s good, but he’s moving around too much for me to adequately screencap.
This guy, though:
And then we go back to Himchan
watching his home videos:
Fuck. This is the part that made
me tear up. I can’t watch it even now, while I’m just blogging.
Youngjae says that beautiful,
point line, and I must screencap! There’s too much Himchan in this!
More Jongup is never wrong.
Ooh, I loved what they did here:
Zelo’s trying to pretty-up the
merry-go-round, to remind himself of how it was like when he was happy.
I’m not really too happy with
Zelo’s hair. I liked it better in the First Sensibility shoot.
Jongup’s still banging at that
wall, and he can see his girl through the cracks.
More inappropriate thrust dance as
Yongguk raps, more derp face shots I can’t upload. This post needs more
Yongguk, though:
Himchan’s frantically looking
through the drawers for something (he looks so gorgeous, his eyes all crystal
with tears, but I’m already way past my screenshot limit). And then he finds
it:
Damn. What is B.A.P’s obsession
with guns? Can you just not have any fucking guns or shots in an MV? Rain
Sound, One Shot, Badman, Warrior Japanese, One Shot Japanese… thank goodness
for Coffee Shop in the middle, at least that’s gun-less.
Yongguk’s finally found what he
was looking for. It’s in Daehyun’s library, too. But it doesn’t give Yongguk
any peace.
Oh, Himchan, no.
Yongguk’s rap part that follows seems to be from another song, but I love it too. And then we’re treated to more Jongup pain.
He finally gets to really look
through, and this is what he sees:
I hope this girl is dead in this
song, otherwise I can never forgive her.
Daehyun finds an hourglass and
tips it over, and then we get a perfect Daehyun shot:
Perfect Jongup shot.
Scene goes back to Himchan, and oh, God, why did I have to talk
about shots?! Himchan moves the gun away from his happy, projected face, but
oh, he looks even more pained now.
That’s because he’s now facing the
mirror, and this is what he sees:
Fuck.
Fuck. Tearing up again. Seriously, I could hardly read what I was
typing right there; my eyes were so blurred.
Oh, fuck. Daehyun’s watching the
hourglass, waiting for the sand to run out and Himchan to blow his brains out. I’m
so glad I didn’t see Daehyun cry during this but I cannot love this look.
And then, thank the Lord, Himchan
lowers the gun. But it’s right then that Youngjae just can’t take anymore.
And Jongup’s reached the other side.
Daehyun goes into beautiful, passionate
adlibs, but it’s getting really hard for me to focus on the song. Look at
Yongguk:
Daehyun’s still watching the
hourglass. His eyes look as teary as mine must’ve been when I was watching
this.
And then:
Yeah! You go Zelo! Fake-kiss that
girl!
Don’t do this to me Youngjae.
Stop. It hurts.
That look. Oh.
Whoa. He’s been looking for that
silver castle for a while. And it still hasn’t made him happy.
More tears?! No! Not you too,
Youngjae!
Ugh Daehyun. Stop all these
close-ups you’re killing my heart!
Still with that hourglass.
And now get ready for overload of
Himchan perfection.
He’s raised the gun again.
And this time he doesn’t stop.
End. That’s the end. Fuck. Damn,
this is just like my One Shot feelings. I loved this MV, but I am never watching it again, except to show
my sisters that B.A.P is absolute perfection (and the best!). Too many feels.
Too many near-tears.
The MV was so dramatic, and they
have a song that’s on-par with it. B.A.P deserve some attention with this
release. Let’s hope they get it.
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I loved your comments on this music video~ it made me go back to it and watch it again and again because (like you) watching all this angst overloads on my fangirl network and (unlike you, i guess) I have to make myself go through it over and over (like drugs. I can't stop ^___^).
ReplyDeleteThank you for the comment (and I apologise for the late reply ^^;)
DeleteYeah, I'm better about it now... I've watched it 2 or 3 times since then, though I need to watch the Where Are You? MV right after, to cheer myself up ^^